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i call this device the reason-i-will-be-joining-the-biggest-loser-asia-in-a-few-years-if-i-get-that
it's looks portable and cute which is dangerous since i can simply whipped it out of my pocket and start roasting marshmallows anywhere. oh, sugar how i love you. why must you taste so good and be so bad to my body?


i know this is some what random and a total downer but what the heck.
suraj's best friend in the whole world died in a car accident this morning. i blogged about him a little here 
i can't imagine losing a best friend. i'm very amazed that suraj is keeping it together, so far.
i would probably be in one corner in a ball crying non stop if that ever happened to me.
i must admit that i'm affected as well and weirdly enough i feel guilty for being affected because i hardly knew him and vice versa.
i always thought that azuari would be the veterinarian that he would have become who i would have gone to when my future cats,dogs, hamsters and rabbits were sick.
well, i guess that's life.
you will be missed a lot.