my obsession =D

bridesmaids

future bridesmaids

=P

heart breaks

haih...last nite was horrible..i called him at nite thinkin we could just talk like normal but that obviously didn't happen
he was like
"i think we should just be friends"
and i was like "why?"
"ok i'll tell you five reasons:

1. age difference
2. our distance
3. our races
4. ur parents are strict
5. i wanna girl who is outgoing

as soon as he said that we shoud be just friends,i immediatlybroke down and cried...everything that he said was true and i couldn't help but agree...

he was also telling me that we should both find somebody our own age because it will be much easier...and again, i couldn't help but agree...

but he said that he wants me to change if i want him...more like i must change

he said that from now until december he's kinda like puttin me on trial

even when he told me that i was still cryin and i don't know why because he said "i'm not breakin up with you, baby"

he could hear that i was cryin so he was like

"are you cryin?"

i was like "no"

"baby, i don't wanna hurt you"

well obviously he already hurt me

my broken heart has no use

i really hope i can change because i love him so much...i don't wanna lose him ever but he told me that even if we broke up he would still call me everyday and be the best of friends

the only thing that would be different is that he won't kiss me...*sob*

obssesions

my addictions

muaxx =)

sports day

tomorrow is sports day...
i'm kinda like lazy to go because sports day is so predictable..
it's gonna be freakin hot, boring, and end up complaining instead of havin actual fun...haih
predictable-nya..
anyway,
i'm hoping to have fun =))))
i hope to take loads of pics!!! muahahaha

"crap"

haihz
*sigh*
humph...
*sigh*

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i wanna go out tommorow!!!!!!!!!!i'm super desperate!!!!!!!!
it's been awhile since i actually went out wif my cousins..
haih...
i'm gonna ask later
hopefully can....
but knowin my mum...
haih...

the break up

haih...i'm so sad and angry
i can't believe i'm so stupid to tell jason that i was chattin with nick this whole time..omg
why couldn't i have just lied to him...haih..i'm super sad and angry..
he asked me to tell him everything that we talked about in the convo
and i was like....
shit
after telling him everything...he was like "if i find out that ur lying to me then it's over"...
he said he's gonna take at least a couple of weeks to think whether we should go on..
to me, he didn't have to think about it...
to me, it's already over...
this is like the second time we're breaking up...
it sucks...
why can't we be like a normal couple..
wateva happens,
i hope we still can be friends.....

happenning

wow..it's been like forever since i last updated my blog...i feel like a total stranger rite now..hehe..well..since i've been gone, alot of things have happened to me...

1. got back with jason
2. argued with jason because some bitch told him that i was liking some guy...bitch!!!!
3. berbaik semula
4. fought again*sigh* because i don't trust him
5. promised to not ever lie to him(when i didn't!!), promise to trust him..geez

i dun think he's talkin to me...haih...damn sad or mayb it's just the freakin football finals thingy...haih..i miss my baby soo much..i lurve you jason..