pork fiesta?

so tonight auntie sara & the gang will be coming all the way from malacca. so all of them might be staying here. wat the hell. haiyoo. they can always stay at auntie rachels or auntie beccas house ryte? haiyoo.they always want to cramp up here. kinda stupid isn't it. tsk tsk. anyway. deepavali is tomorrow. so auntie becca is like gonna order for everyone food tomorrow. like omg. i don't feel like eating. i'm tired of eating curry and pork and everthing else that is close to curry and pork. i will completely avoid pork because i've been eating pork for like one month straight. and when it's not pork, it's fish. and when it's not fish, it's chicken.boring. i want to eat ice cream so badly but my mother will usually tell me "you're gonna become fat" or "your face becomin rounder" urgh...mothers.

my baby jay

i miss him soo much.
i think about him every second of the day
haih..
i want to see him!!!!
*screams*

stuff...

in the past month, i've...

1. learned to be a little more caring
2. learned to cook (vegies are my specialties =D)
3. become a lil bit more patient
4. a different way of looking at grandpop
5. lost my cool infront of ppl besides my parents & bro
6. pms-ed alot
7. almost broken a relationship
8. learned something new *ahem*
9. become more considerate
10. learned to fight back instead of just taking in everything
11. watched one episode from csi:miami season 4
12. missed almost all my tv programs
13. shared my room with a few different people
14. washed damn alot of plates

sucky-ness

ok...so we had like a really bad fight on sunday...to me it was the worst we ever had.it must have been me pms-ing.usually i just let him scold me and get over it but somehow i just couldn't.i was just so effing frustrated and irritated and upset that everytime we have a convo it results in a stupid argument which he always makes a big deal of. and that gets me soo down all the time.we almost broke it off because he said that he was fed up with me and that we should go on a break for about 2 months and he said that maybe during those 2 months i might meet a guy and ta-da! the start of a new relationship..i guess to him it's easy.for me it's incredibly hard..everytime i think about it, my heart just immediatly breaks.i think this was almost the third time that we almost broke up..the last time, it was major.i cried everyday and then he called me a few days later telling me that he couldn't breakup with me cause he loves me too much.he'll always say"together forever"..which breaks my heart everytime he says he should break up or move on..haih..saddening-nye..
anyway..i'm having a bad hair day so that's not making my day any better..why!!!??! but the shampoo that i used smells awesome..it's bvlgari..mmm..

loser

he is a class A loser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no more pmr

yay...no more pmr...wohooo..
can go out edi...yay...
when the teacher finished taking all the papers...i couldn't stop smiling...
soo effing happy...haha...
after my mother picked me up from school..we went to ikano...
i wanted to eat donuts sooo badly but after passing a chicken rice store, i totally gave in to chicken rice...
chicken rice is obviously better than donuts...duhhh...
haha anyway...
now i can goo out...woooooohoooooo...
1u!!!