my obsession =D

bridesmaids

future bridesmaids

=P

heart breaks

haih...last nite was horrible..i called him at nite thinkin we could just talk like normal but that obviously didn't happen
he was like
"i think we should just be friends"
and i was like "why?"
"ok i'll tell you five reasons:

1. age difference
2. our distance
3. our races
4. ur parents are strict
5. i wanna girl who is outgoing

as soon as he said that we shoud be just friends,i immediatlybroke down and cried...everything that he said was true and i couldn't help but agree...

he was also telling me that we should both find somebody our own age because it will be much easier...and again, i couldn't help but agree...

but he said that he wants me to change if i want him...more like i must change

he said that from now until december he's kinda like puttin me on trial

even when he told me that i was still cryin and i don't know why because he said "i'm not breakin up with you, baby"

he could hear that i was cryin so he was like

"are you cryin?"

i was like "no"

"baby, i don't wanna hurt you"

well obviously he already hurt me

my broken heart has no use

i really hope i can change because i love him so much...i don't wanna lose him ever but he told me that even if we broke up he would still call me everyday and be the best of friends

the only thing that would be different is that he won't kiss me...*sob*

obssesions

my addictions

muaxx =)

sports day

tomorrow is sports day...
i'm kinda like lazy to go because sports day is so predictable..
it's gonna be freakin hot, boring, and end up complaining instead of havin actual fun...haih
predictable-nya..
anyway,
i'm hoping to have fun =))))
i hope to take loads of pics!!! muahahaha

"crap"

haihz
*sigh*
humph...
*sigh*

jlo

Your Perfume is Glow

Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.

What Perfume Are You?

i wanna go out tommorow!!!!!!!!!!i'm super desperate!!!!!!!!
it's been awhile since i actually went out wif my cousins..
haih...
i'm gonna ask later
hopefully can....
but knowin my mum...
haih...

the break up

haih...i'm so sad and angry
i can't believe i'm so stupid to tell jason that i was chattin with nick this whole time..omg
why couldn't i have just lied to him...haih..i'm super sad and angry..
he asked me to tell him everything that we talked about in the convo
and i was like....
shit
after telling him everything...he was like "if i find out that ur lying to me then it's over"...
he said he's gonna take at least a couple of weeks to think whether we should go on..
to me, he didn't have to think about it...
to me, it's already over...
this is like the second time we're breaking up...
it sucks...
why can't we be like a normal couple..
wateva happens,
i hope we still can be friends.....

happenning

wow..it's been like forever since i last updated my blog...i feel like a total stranger rite now..hehe..well..since i've been gone, alot of things have happened to me...

1. got back with jason
2. argued with jason because some bitch told him that i was liking some guy...bitch!!!!
3. berbaik semula
4. fought again*sigh* because i don't trust him
5. promised to not ever lie to him(when i didn't!!), promise to trust him..geez

i dun think he's talkin to me...haih...damn sad or mayb it's just the freakin football finals thingy...haih..i miss my baby soo much..i lurve you jason..

pretty things

i lurve this book..it might look like one of those pre-teen books but it's not..it so much better than i expected..you should try reading it..it's not all about air heads that just shop everyday..it's much more than that..it's about some real stuff

gol & gincu

yay..tonite got gol & gincu the series..yay...i'm so pumped...i lurved the first episode...oh ya btw, i saw the girl who acts as putri in souled out in hartamas the other day..she was with her bf..cute couple...she's quite tall..omg..she's so awesome...

*sigh*

i feel like crap..all my parents do is scold me as if there is no tomorrow..geez..give me a break larr..
anyway, you know the channel v vj??i dunno what his name but one thing i know is he's so cute!!!he's always doing the bid it thingy with joey g or sometimes doing the poparazi thing with him too...haih..he's so cute larr...so yummy...lol =)

The Pink Spiders - Modern Swinger

love these guys
love this song

" naomi "

Making The Band 3 Jason Arrives Pt.1

jason is such a diva..if i was one of the girls, i'll knock him out..

kristen is my fave =)

he's just not that into you

i was watching oprah winfrey just now and they were talking bout what are the confusing signs that guys give to show that they are not interested..i thought it was quite..well..confusing...

there was this lady who had this really complicated relationship with this guy..this guy would break up with her and then after about 3 months, he will want to get back together..it was totally back & forth...
and that reminded me of me..sometimes i will want jason back and when he does want me back, i will push him away..yes, i know..quite complicated..

mayb i should buy that book...hmmmm...

the many faces of andrea

u guys have to see this..it's hilarious. if ur a fan of project runway, u will lurve this even more =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0E3hL9hzoA

johnny

omg i seriously lurve john galliano
his clothing line is amazing...u should see the autumn/winter 2006-7 line..
it's so freakin nice...
i tried sketching a few designs but nothing beats john galliano...

the truth about diamonds

when i heard about nicole richie's book, i was kinda surprised that she had time to write a book. so i wanted to see what was this book all about and it's suprisingly interesting..well i haven't read it yet but i read the summary and that got me all hyped up =) here is one of the reviews i've read which i think really gives you the low down on the book..in other words, this review rawks..

THE TRUTH ABOUT DIAMONDS by Nicole Richie

by Raquel Laneri

It's like a traveling freak show that stars the youngest and hottest in
Hollywood. — Nicole Richie, The Truth About Diamonds

No doubt Paris Hilton's foray into literature (if one could classify
Confessions of an Heiress, which contained more photographs than actual words,
as literature) has prompted ex-best friend Nicole Richie to write her own memoir
-- I mean, novel: . Richie's mantra as of late appears to be Anything Paris can
do, I can do better, and she has so far enjoyed a pretty impressive track
record. Remaining engaged? Check. Being super-skinny? Check. Writing a book?
Congratulations, Nicole, check.

Of course, writing a book better than Confessions of an Heiress is about
the equivalent of writing a screenplay less ridiculous than Beyond the Valley of
the Dolls or providing entertainment more exhilarating than watching grass grow.
In short, it's not much of an accomplishment.

The Truth About Diamonds follows rich socialite Chloe Parker, the adopted
daughter of a rock musician, through her ill-fated friendship with a rich
heiress, love affair with drugs, brief stint at rehab, a reality show, and a
once-obese DJ boyfriend. Sound familiar?

To even further distance herself from Chloe's identity, Richie makes
herself a character in the book. Yes, there's a character named Nicole Richie.
And she's the narrator and Chloe's best friend. How very meta.

Allegations that Richie hired a ghostwriter have been floating about the
Internet. True, sibylline words such as "clandestine" and "diaphanous" pop up
with alarming frequency, but the writing, despite the fancy words, is so rife
with cheesy clichés and heavy-handed metaphors, there's little chance a
respectable writer could have allowed them to find their ways into any
manuscript. Take this sentence from the pre-rehab portion of the novel:

"[Chloe] was sitting on her ass in a funky puddle, the perfect metaphor
for the pond of loser juice she'd been swimming upstream in ever since drugs had
won her over."
First of all, it's incredibly awkward (way too many
prepositions). Secondly, it's obvious the puddle's a metaphor, Nicole, you don't
need to inform us. Thirdly, "loser juice"?

Now I consider myself pretty hip to popular vernacular, but some of the
phrases Richie uses in this book seem so specific to her insular Beverly Hills
world, where, apparently, people substitute "Oh my God" with "Oh my Versace,"
that she ends up alienating the reader. No one outside her very small
demographic will understand what she means when she describes DJ Ray's (the love
interest) look as having "an intensity that seemed more than just ambulance
chasing". Nor will anyone outside of the privileged class know of "the kind of
girl who'd get pregnant just to have an abortion to brag about". Richie does not
let the reader into the world she portrays, but keeps them at observers' length.

Richie's novel is not only firmly entrenched in its specific demographic,
it equally rooted in time. The second page references a Kanye West song. The
Federlines are name-dropped in the first chapter. Nicole and friends spot Zach
Braff ("without Mandy Moore"!!!) in the second chapter. While pop culture refs
are well and good, Richie's are so timely that in a year, they will be rendered
moot.

Because Richie is merely relaying the events that unfold, rather than
experiencing, or confessing them, the novel reads like secondhand gossip and
feels stale. While readers don't pick up Richie's book expecting a literary
masterpiece, they do -- and should -- expect some salacious entertainment. Jenna
Jameson's sensational memoir How to Make Love Like a Porn Star is filled with
both dish and insight and would have served well as a model for Richie's book.
Instead, Diamonds' "he said, she said" style gives the reader no sense of who
Chloe is. We don't know how she got into drugs. We don't understand the
attraction to co-star Paris Hilton ... oops, Simone. And we don't ever see Chloe
with her adopted father. We just hear that he's, like, the nicest ever.

Richie, in The Truth About Diamonds, somehow manages to take a lifetime
of sex, drugs, and rock n' roll and render it about as exciting as Kenny G
playing Christmas tunes. What she's left with is a vapid self-portrait, instead
of a multi-layered, or at least entertaining, reflection of the life of a
marginal celebrity. Instead we get a guilty pleasure without the pleasure, just
the guilt.

Note: When I started this review, Richie and DJ AM were still engaged.
Several hours later, it was announced on Yahoo News that the two have called off
the engagement. Still, Nicole did manage to stay engaged for 9 months, much
longer than Paris and Paris' scant, what, two? This proves that Nicole is still
better than Paris.
— 12 December 2005

i will most probably buy it because i think she rawks and i really need a book to read..
i know alot of ppl will think that i'm an idiot to buy her book but i don't give a shit....